Need You Know & Cry Lyrics.

Lagu-lagu ini cocok bgt sama keadaan gue sekarang :') 

Need You Now

Picture perfect memories

Scattered all around the floor

Reaching for the phone

'Cause i can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if i ever cross your mind

For me it happens so much time

It's a quarter after one, i'm all alone and i need you know

Said I wouldnt call but I lost all control and I need you know

And i don't know how i can do without

i just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door

Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before

And I don't know how i can do without

I just need you know.

Yes I'd rather feel hurt than nothing at all

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and i need you now

And I said i wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk

and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now.

I just need you now.

Oh Baby I need you now.

Cry

I'm not the type to get my heart broken

I'm not the type to get upset and cry

Cuz I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationship don't get deep to me

Never got the whole in love thing

And someone can say they love me truly

But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone

I'm spinning round

and deep inside my tears I'll drown

I'm losing grip what's happening

I stray from love, this is what I feel

chorus:

This time was different

felt like I was just a victim

and it cuts me like a knife

when you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

and i've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with ab broken heart

but no matter what you'll never see me cry.

Did it happen when we first kissed

Cause it's hurting me to let it go

Maybe cause we spent so much time

and i know there's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby

Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart

I didn't give to you on purpose

Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone

I'm spinning round

and deep inside my tears I'll drown

I'm losing grip what's happening

I stray from love, this is what I feel

This time was different

felt like I was just a victim

and it cuts me like a knife

when you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

and i've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

but no matter what you'll never see me cry.

 How did I get here with you, I'll never know

I never meant to let it go so personal

After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you

I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know

And I won't let it show

You won't see me cry

This time was different

felt like I was just a victim

and it cuts me like a knife

when you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

and i've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

but no matter what you'll never see me cry.

This time was different

felt like I was just a victim

and it cuts me like a knife

when you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

and i've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

but no matter what you'll never see me cry.

Real me.

Well, I copied this post from here. Watch out!

My personality:

I’m loud only when I’m high.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses. 
I’ve had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.
My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.

Relationships:

I'm in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships:

I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends. 
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been on a train.
I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve gone bungee jumping.
I’ve made a speech.
I've been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award. 
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music:

I listen to country.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno. 
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.

Television:

I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and like The OC.
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life:

I get along with both of my parents. 
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair:

I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve been red.
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve had purple/pink.
I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had/want dreadlocks.

School:

I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.
I’ve failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.
I’ve been caught skipping.


How about you? 

Do you know how much it hurts? :(

sorry kalo gue ngeluh disini. It's just I'm tired with this problem. I feel like everything I do is always futile, useless, and wrong for my best friends. I mean the people who I consider as my best friends. I don't know if they think Im their best friend or not. I have tried to change, to be better me. but it's always not enough for them. I have apologized for what I have done, they have said " Thats okay. We already forgive you" but what I see is they don't. They want to hang out, watch movie or do something together. But not with me. They ever said "We are best friends forever" but the fact is not anymore. I think they have forgotten me, and all of our memories. Is that right? They just don't know how much it hurts to see their timeline and mention, and seeing they talk together about their plans together without me. Maybe if it happens to you, it's not hurt but for me? It hurts me like a knife. I'm suffer. I know they don't know, and I know they don't care. I'm not strong enough to face this problem. They mean so much to me, but I don't mean anything anymore to them. They ever said "We had patience enough with you." but don't you know? I'm more patient. I'd go back in time and change, but i can't. I'm very regret ever made that mistake. And i don't think they're a forgiving people. If they do, they have forgiven me and forgotten my mistake right? but really, i don't blame them. i blame myself for what i have done. I love them as much as i love myself. They don't like they used to be.They have changed, and I don't know why.

I'M YOURS!

widih judulnya udah kayak beneran punya pacar aje¬_¬ tapi emang gue udh punya orang yg gue anggep pacar kokk yaitu Greyson Chance^^ oke sekarang kita akan ngebahas tetang pacar ku ini^o^

Nama lengkapnya Greyson Michael Chance. Greyson lahir tanggal 16 Agustus 1997 di Wichita Fall, Texas, and now resides in Edmond, Oklahoma. Dia anak bungsu dari Scott dan Lisa Chance. Di punya kakak perempuan yg berusia 16 taun yg bernama Alexa, dan kakak laki-laki umur 18 tahun namanya Tanner. Dua-duanya juga bermain musik. Greyson mulai bermain piano saat umur 8 tahun dan sudah ikut les piano selama 3 tahun, tapi belom pernah ikut les vokal. Inspirasinya datang dari Lady Gaga setelah melihat video "Paparazzi" di 2009 MTV Video Music Awards. dia bilang: "I was awestruck by her performance. I love her sense of drama and her theatricality, plus she's an amazing singer and piano player." Dia juga mengagumi performance Christina Aguilera, band rock Augustana, penyanyi R&B John Legend, penyanyi dan penulis lagu Elton John dan John Lennon."I love artists who are able to communicate their emotions through music and sing from the heart. That’s what I’m hoping to do with my songs"
Banyak yg bilang dia "The Next Justin Bieber" atau apalah karena memang mereka mirip (sedikit) dan cara dia terkenal lewat YouTube. Greyson mengcover lagunya Lady Gaga - Paparazzi di 28 April 2010. Terus kakaknya greyson, Tanner Chance ngusulin Ellen DeGeneres untuk menonton videonya greyson di acaranya. pertama kali ellen nonton video greyson, penontonnya masih 10,000 orang. Saat menjelaskan alasan kenapa label rekaman Ellen dinamai "eleveneleven" (11-11), ellen menyebutkan salah satu alasannya adalah karena dia pertama kali menonton video itu tanggal 11 Mei 2011. Dia juga bilang kalo nomor punggung greyson di tim sepakbolanya adalah 11. Pada 11 mei 2011 siang Yahoo melaporkan "As of this writing, the video has got more than 36,000 views so far, and he's been invited to perform on Ellen DeGeneres' show." (Saat (laporan) ini ditulis, video sudah ditonton 36,000 orang, dan dia bahkan diundang untuk tampil di acara Ellen DeGeneres.)

pada tanggal 12 mei 2010 Greyson diwawancara dan perform dengan lagu "Paparazzi" di Ellen di Los Angeles. Di tengah-tengah wawancara, Greyson ditelfon sama Lady Gaga, yg Greyson bilng sebagai "true inspiration"-nya. Greyson mendapatkan hadiah $10,000 karena menangin Ellen's wonderful web of wonderment contests, piano Yamaha baru, dan dia diumumkan sebagai artis yg pertama dikontrak Ellen untuk label rekaman barunya "eleveneleven". Greyso skrg punya bayak fans di Facebook dan Twitter. (termasuk gue).

daan masih banyak lagi cerita tentang greyson dan kalo dijelasin satu-satu tekor kali gue-_- sekarang facts tentang greyson aja.
1. Greyson suka makanan mexico.
2. Greyson punya total empat binatang peliharaan: Anjing namanya Macy, dan tiga kucing namanya Oreo, Rachel, Smokey. Lucu-lucu ya namanya ;)
3. Buku favorit greyson of all time tuh Harry Potter and The Order of The Phoenix
4. Greyson suka tradisi keluarganya tentang lasagna di malam Natal.
5. Personal motto Greyson: No matter what ever happens, always be yourself. (setuju!)
6. Joke favorit Greyson: Why did the little girl blush when she opened refrigerator? She saw salad dressing!

itu Greyson lagi melakukan pekerjaan sampingan sebagai pembantu rumah tangga GADENG kan dia anak rajin jd ceritanya dia ngebantuin mamanya bersihin rumah.

Itu Greyson lagi nyanyiin sambil main piano pake lagu Fire

 Greyson lagi bareng anjingnya namanya Macy ;-)

 Greyson bareng fansnya. kalo diliat dari kaosnya kayaknya lagi di Paris. ENVYYYY ------------------->

Greyson bareng Nick Jonas di studio rekaman punya si Nick

Itu greyson gatau lagi dimana dan lagi ngapain. abisan dia ga ngabarin gue dulu sih ;(

 

Thanks.

Lo berubah. Banget.  Kalo gue boleh jujur, gue ga suka sama perubahan lo yg sekarang, yg menurut gue terlalu drastis, dan terlalu cepet. Gue gasuka. Banget. Atau gue yg terlalu bego udah mikir yg terlalu baik, atau mungkin terlalu jelek tentang lo?  Gue juga ga pernah tau. Atau ini emang lo yang sebenernya? Dulu lo ga gitu. Dulu lo ga pernah jauh sama gue. Dulu kita selalu ngelakuin hal-hal sekecil apapun yg lumayan gila. Dulu lo selalu mau curhat ke gue, tentang apapun itu, dan selalu gue yg pertama denger dari mulut lo sendiri. Dulu gue nulis pm bbm " :( "aja lo langsung nge bbmin gue dengan “kenapa lo?” lo inget? Dulu lo yg semangatin gue kalo gue kesel, kalo gue sedih. Tapi gue tau waktu jalan terus dan itu semua terjadi dulu. Gue Cuma engga nyangka aja kalo perubahan lo secepet ini. Gue gatau alesan kenapa lo berubah. Apa mungkin lo berubah karena lo ngerasa bersalah sm dia? Gue juga engga tau, dan mungkin engga akan pernah tau. Gue kangen kita yg dulu meg. Gue kangen kita yg selalu deket dan ga pernah kepisah. Ga kaya gini. Lo kayak menjauh dari gue. Kenapa sih? Apa gue yg terlalu sombong untuk ngakuin kalo gue salah? Tapi kalo gue udah minta maaf dan udah ngakuin kesalahan gue juga tetep aja kayaknya gue terus yg salah. Kenapa sih?

Inget? kalo ini kejadian sama lo mungkin lo ga ngerasa nyesek. tapi buat gue nyesek banget. bangte. BANGET.
Lo juga cis. Lo berubah. Mana lo yg dulu? Mana lo yg nyanyi-nyanyi  walaupun kita lg diem sekalipun- atau bahkan pas kita lagi sibuk bgt sekalipun. Mana lo yg selalu cerita sm gue? Kemana semua orang yg gue kenal? Dan sekarang gue cuma mau ngucapin thanks buat semua memori yg pernah kita laluin, thanks buat semua yg udah lo kasih buat gue, thanks buat lo yg dengerin curhatan gue, thanks buat perubahan lo yg bikin gue tambah sabar. Thanks for everything.

I miss the old you and you.